Is to catch a much awaited movie with 8 other random people.

Out of which includes BFFs Karin Toh & Kimmy Char.

7.15 pm later at Cineleisure. Say hello if you run into us. HAHA!

Miss Karin Toh, please do not eat fried chicken beside me when watching this show, I am sure you will be ditch into that little creepy corner seat right at the far end of the cinema, all by yourself. MUHAHAHAHA

Will be heading back to Jason’s place after that to have dinner with him.

Couldn’t really bear to abandon dear boyfriend for long because I do care for his well-being if I am not around.

Speaking of which, I have not been home to sleep since last week.

=p

And what the hell! I am suffering from slight flu now that I am sneezing nonstop with free flow mucus.

=(

I am dozing off, it’s coffee time!!

p/s: We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Met up with BFFs last night.

At a location which I wouldn’t want to imagine I am at if let’s say I am home

Tampines Mall!

I used to complain pretty much about my good friends who all reside in the East and sometimes meeting up is quite a hassle because I will usually whine and demand that I won’t go any further than Central. HAHA.

And now, I am such a frequent traveller to Tampines Mall, resorting Kim calling me Tampines-Bu. (wah, this name super LC + lian lor)

So, it is not a bad idea to find a boyfriend who stays far from you, as long as there is one added point that he stays near to your BFFs!

Okie, so I really don’t know when was the last time 4 of us meet up together. I think it was during my birthday?

Had dinner at Kim Gary! My first time there. The food is not too bad!

Our food (lazy me steal this picture from Miss Vivi’s webby! =p)

After our dinner, we wanted to go chill at Starbucks/ Coffeebean but there were too many people. We ended up chilling at Hans. Not a very good choice for chilling but we don’t have much alternatives!

Taken from Miss Vivi’s camera :

Her $4.50 rootbeer float. Toh & I had coffee-float which look the same. I think their cup can look better! This look like those cup that is from Kopitiam.

Vivian & Kim!

Me & Karin

Taken using my camera:

We had a good bitching session. HAHA, not speaking ill of people lah but some hard facts that were discussed on certain people.

Jason came to fetch me at around 12am. Went home and watched TV plus Tweet alittle bit with Vivian and Karin before I call it a day.

Today is boring Monday again. Pain ass that we have to wait for 5 days for the next weekend.

Overall I love BFFs session like this. Can we have more?!

Side track abit off the topic. I think I might as well post the rest of the photos in the same post.

Saturday, we went to Brenden’s birthday celebration at Melody Pub. Before that, Jason and I had late night dinner at a more atas Burger King in Clarke Quay, Whopper Bar!

Couldn’t decide what to eat at first after walking along the stretch of Clarke Quay. I suggested this place because it is easy la, didn’t want to spend too much time to look for other food. Moreover, I was drawn to the pretty layout of the restaurant.

I had my usual favourite from Burger King, Mushroom Swiss Meal and Jason had the Turkey and Bacon Burger Meal. I particularly love mine because the burger taste better with crunchy firm burger bread and good portion of mushroom. Jason didn’t like his burger too much because he said that it was a tad too drying. The burger is hot too because I think they make each burger on the spot after ordering. Not like the usual fast food restaurant whereby they will make some and leave it there even before the order comes.

It was quite worth it although the price is $3-$4 more expensive than the common Burger King.

Left to Melody after dinner and it is

Happy Birthday Brenden!

Brenden and Isabelle. (Very random and sudden, I was the matchmaker, LOL)

Jason & I

For the whole night, we sat there listening to people singing. Mostly from birthday boy and friends. I drank alittle bit, got entertained by Jason’s rubber band trick and also chatted with Owen for quite awhile.

To Dragonfly after that.

Jac came down and meet us

Saw a few friends:

Silver. Whats with her pose? HAHA

Us with Silver and Crystal

Poor Wuming!

Kaixun & Yoga

p/s: Immature love says: ‘I love you because I need you.’ Mature love says ‘I need you because I love you.’

So, what is your kind of love?

Not a very good way to start the morning when Jairia broke the news to me.

We are in the same cubicle for more than half an hour. I don’t know how to console her, I can only lend her my listening ears. I can understand and feel for her and she asked me 1 question:

” I don’t know how you can overcome it that time, I feel so lost, so down. Mine is only half of what you have been through that time yet I am already feeling this way….”

Sigh, another heart-breaking matter.

L-O-V-E ah!! Stop torturing people!

I am relatively happy that I can have full possesion of daddy’s car for 5 days! (yes, Genting trip again)

Actually it is only 4 days…because I was at Jason’s place on Sunday so I did not go home to get my car.

I have some backdated photos here.

16th October, Friday

when Ah Toh & I met up for movie -

Darah!

Bloody movie which make us so stress watching it but we enjoyed it so much. HAHA.

On the Bus

In the Cinema

Went to DF after that.

At Lobby Bar

 25th October, Saturday

Went town with Jason to walk around then had dinner. Head home to prepare and to DF.

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I kinda like this photo.. the lighting is not bad.

 28th October, Wednesday

Toh MaMa gave us a treat to Tung Lok Seafood Buffet! I was on leave and so Jason send me over to ECP to meet the girls for this delightful din din!

I ate so much until I feel so sleepy and don’t feel like moving my butt. The food is good except for the chilli crabs.

Photos taken from Char’s blog! (sorry ah, lazy to collate. =p)

My favourite will be the Shark Fin. Awesomely good!

Dessert is always my love……especially seeing so many of them!

Toh Mama is so happy that she Twisted!

Another photo from my camera

Super act I know. HAHA

Oh can you spot the gigantic pimple? D.A.M.N!

Group photo before leaving!

Went to ECP Mac and chill with my 2 girlies until 12 plus when Jason came to send all of us home.

29th October, Thursday

I was on leave for Thursday and Friday as well. Woke up very late, think 4pm. Jason went to workshop and I went Tampines Mall for shopping and Mani & Pedi session. Came home at 9lus for dinner. He went for soccer and I went drinking together with FM & Co.

Brought Jac along with me!

On the Cab.

Owen Tan is really muddle-headed. He went soccer without bringing his boots! (It is like going swimming without bringing swimming trunks). I accompanied Jac to deliver his soccer boots to him at the Cage first before making our way to Boat Quay.

SC was the first to reach. FM came shortly and we are clueless about which pub to go at first. Wanted to try new place therefore we saw that Chamber 82 has got nice ambience. We went there!

Really nice deco. The wall is in pink. I like~ Hee

She is a nurse in daytime and a teacher at night. LOL

Kesper and Louis joined as soon as we reached. Just as I thought it should be a chill out session, we indulge in heavy drinking again. What’s new with people like them who place high stake in games? Drank many glasses of ‘TEH O’ (super gao Martell). 6 people 2 bottles of Martell! GOSH!

But the second bottle still left with 1/3 I think.

SC & Kesper. As if so shy to take photo~

No photo man – Mr SFM

Yes Louis? Feel like puking? HAHA

That’s the way – smile at my camera!

Kesper & Jac

I didn’t take any photos anymore because I looked so ugly after drinking. A legend was created after that night. Many stunts from dear friend and I think I am the only one who get to see it always.

Had a serious tiff with Jason went I got home. Totally lost it.

But we make up the next day.

 BAH~

30th October, Friday

Went home to take my stuff first since Jason is busy working. Came back to find him at night. Watched Death Note and went coffee with Owen at Parkway Parade MacDonalds. Actually wanted to go play L4D but not sure where to play at that hour. Didn’t really sleep well, maybe had too much coffee. =(

31st October, Saturday

Woke up quite early at 12plus. Watched TV and Jason said he wanted to eat Ding Tai Fung. So off we went to Tampines Mall. After eating, we walked around for awhile and I accompanied him to Sin Ming Drive workshop to collect his car. Went back to his house with him driving his Airwave and me driving his Dad’s car. And it was such a heavy downpour that I got scared by the lightning a few times. -_-”.  

At night, I went to FM’s place for MJ with Toh & Kesper. FM is an idiot and has been so irritating that recently he put in his MSN saying: ” Carrot waiting to be chopped. Any choppers? ” I am that carrot that he is referring to la!

I lost almost $100 at first but recouped my losses after the 2nd round. In the end, it was a no-win no lose! Toh is the big “winner” with $80 damage. Hee. Chopper is FM la, won her $80. MERCILESS.

Overall, a good and fun mahjong session because of the joke that was created over the table. Sometimes I think my ability of talk cock-ness still remained as good as before when I thought that it deteriorates. Not until I meet these people again that I think my level is still regained. HOHO. 

Hurried down because Jason has been waiting downstairs for me for more an hour! He is already downstairs at 4am and I only finished my game at 5.15am. Gosh. Actually he went clubbing but in the end there are some hiccups so he came to fetch me earlier but didn’t tell me until 4.45am that he is already downstairs. Poor boyfriend been stood up and still need to wait for me for so long.

1st November, Sunday

Jason said he wanted to watch Poker King and he booked the tickets for 4.30pm. I woke up at only 2pm and we went to Tampines Mall (again, lol) for movie. Ehhh, read my twitter, I said it sucks. Indeed!

Can the plot be better and not so predictable???

Ate teppanyaki for lunch. Walked around again but this time round we went to Tampines One. Jason finally bought a his type of pull over top after I told him that it is not bad. Yes la, boyfriend not wearing same top anymore, HAHAHA! I like because is I chose one. LOL.

Bought some Japanese snacks, went home at around 9pm. Slacked, watched TV, napped and woke up for late dinner with Owen at 85.

That was my past week. Not too bad!

I am having insomnia lately.

Sheesh.

It is finally November and I survived through shitty October.

I just want to quickly get past 2009.

I am not a superstitious person but I believe in jinx moments in life.

Sad to say, 2009 can be considered as my most jinx year throughout my life.

Nah, not exaggerating if you understand what I have been through from the beginning of the year till now.

It is a super down year for relationship and work related stuff.

Yeah, like the top 2 most important stuff in my life.

Anyway, last week was still alright.

It is not perfect but I wouldn’t consider it to be disastrous also.

 Hmm, just alittle grouchy at times, alittle being a too much thinker and alittle bit cranky.

A happier note is that I did almost everything. Drinking, Shopping, Coffee-ing, MJ-ing and Movie-ing

And… I didn’t go clubbing! Even for Halloween Night.

Sorry to say, it has never been my type of festival that I will be that spontaneous.

Call me a nerd or what but I don’t want to go out laugh at people and got laugh by people.

I mean there are still people who really will dress up wisely and nicely.

But it is just not a day I will celebrate la.

I have some photos for last week and will be updated real soon. Maybe like tomorrow? Hopefully!

In the mean time, share one part of today’s email with you.

HAHA

This email is from ME!

:

Just now I came back from lunch, past by my reception but she is not around and just nice got 1 delivery man (DM) came to deliver stuff so I just sign on behalf.

DM : (speaks some Malay)

Me: HUH???

DM: (speaks Malay again)

Me: Sorry, I don’t understand.

DM: U not Malay???

Me: (super buey song tone) NO

DM: Orh, Philippines?

Me: What???

DM: You from Philippines right???

Me: ( give abit of roll eyes look) NO, I AM A CHINESE

DM: oh, u got Philippines face. Philippines. ( give me that reassurance look that he really think that I am from Philippines)

Me: …………………………… (Looking at my colleague who is beside me and she burst laughing)

Needless to say, the 2 girls laugh like hell when they saw this.

SO ANGRY LOR.

LOL

p/s: What you feed your mind with will rule your life. If you want to feel good, do good.

Maybe for the past few days that I’d slept too much, I can’t recall things well.

Like what I did or where I went?

When I am feeling bad/ down/ problematic, I always sleep ALOT.

Sleeping is the best way to pass time so as to deactivate your brain for thinking so much and the minor plus point is that it helps to slim down.

WTF!

It is true. Excessive sleeping do help you to slim down. It works slightly for me.

Anyway, these are what I recalled for the past week:

1)  Went to Owen’s place for dinner then watch live soccer match played among Jason & friends on one of the days. Not my first time to the ‘CAGE’. Used to play floorball there when I was with Hello Moto. We should be ogling at how our boyfriends fare in the match but instead Jac and I were sharing our life happenings + gossiping about other girls. *faint*

2) Before I went to Jason’s place on Friday, I got really agitated by the fact that I WANT TO BUY THINGS, SPENT LOTSA $ IN CLOTHES ETC TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY (you know how shopping and buying things can temporary make a girl happy) in town but THERE IS REALLY NOTHING FOR ME TO BUY except for a box of fake lashes and some accessories. I am totally not appeased!

3) I had many coffee sessions last week with the same people, at least 4 sessions I think. We even discovered that the MacDonald at Parkway Parade is a good alternative place to drink coffee next time, except that it is only opened 24 hours on weekends. Oh ya, collecting the stickers for the monopoly game is another trend that we are following now. Funny, Jac even go and ask the waiter what a snack wrap is when we won that. And Jason is looking for leftover stickers from other table. That is really a typical uncle-doing. =p. Maybe we just dreamt too much and hope that the $50,ooo will be won away by us.

4) I finally went shopping on Sat even though we only reached town in the late evening. But, I was upset again for not seeing anything that I really like. My loots for the day included a $9 F21 T-shirt (what-a-steal) and 2 boxers shorts from Cotton-On. Sigh, and that’s it.

5) I have to repeat that I AM ALONE without my girlies many times to people when I was in DF last Sat.

6) There are so many adorable kittens at Bishan Prawning place when I visited last week. They amazed me by playing with the prawn I just hooked, riped the body apart and start eating the LIVE prawn, leaving the head still dangling from my rod.

7) I did another stunt, that is to hook a gigantic almost dying prawn on the tail. -_-”

Had Sakura (again!!) buffet dinner with my family on Sunday. I love family dinner nowadays, it is something that I try not to miss. =D

9) 2 promises received – Owen Tan to buy me 3 boxes of Fresh Mint Eclipses after acting like a mint distributor on Sat at DF. Jason Low & Owen Tan agreed to try out new Lan Game, L4d (darn I am slow and SUA-GU I know) soon in one of the weekends.

10) Another major and serious promise that I received from Jason Low last night. This shall be kept in my heart that I will remember it always, unless it has been voided. So I hope he can remember it as well, as long as Phyllis Lye is still his girlfriend.

That is about it.

10 pointers to summarise my last week. Actually, my last week happenings can write at least 1000 pointers.

But I see no point in telling people. Especially when I know that I should feel worst but I am actually still feeling alright. I am thinking why is that so and I finally found the reason. And there is only 1 person in the entire world that know this reason.

It will most probably be well kept with this person and myself.

Because I don’t like this reason.

Ok, It is getting out of hand, I don’t know what I am typing already.

Shall end before I spout nonsense.

Slept too much until I became stupor and cannot express myself clearly.

ARGH

p/s: whenever I feel screwed, I always recalled what ephy used to say:  难道你要sad到你死meh?  LOL, it may sound funny but it is already embedded in my mind that whenever I encountered shit, this sentence will pop up in my mind. Afterwhich, I will really think:  yah lor, I want to sad until I die meh? LOL. 

This is really useful for me. So, listen to the useful advice that your friend gave. =)

I am really happy to see somebody whom I have not seen a long time.

After going through all the emotional roller coaster ride, I think it somehow sooth my mood abit .

Jason was with me for the past few days.

I wouldn’t say 24 hours.

But close to make my heart settled a little.

Even though I still feel bitter every morning when I wake up,

but I am glad that I am feeling stronger from the day the saga ended.

p/s: Whatever you do, just believe in yourself.

There is no forever happy-happy or sad-sad moments. I believe that there is always a better tomorrow.

When she cried in front of me last night, my heart was bitter.

When she called me just now weeping, promising me that she will move on with her life, I cried with her.

I can totally feel how she feels.

“love but unable to possess”

Ironically speaking, she should be the one who needs to say sorry to me.

But now I feel so much to apologise to her.

And…… 

I totally can feel how that person who made an impact before in my life felt back then.

I can feel because it came to me now as ‘ what goes around, comes around’.

I am getting all sorts of feeling from different positions.

How familiar.