If boredom can kill, I would have be dead by now.
YAHHH.. I am super duper bored because I have NOTHING to do for these 2 days. No work-load, no entertainment apart from surfing net during work.
I suddenly sound like a good-for-nothing.
So demoralising.
I had been lurking alone recently in town. Great! Because I haven’t been doing so for the longest time I remember.
I don’t like to go shopping with people. I explained because I don’t like to seek opinions. I like what I buy because I know my decision will be swayed if somebody say otherwise.
I don’t like others to wait for me when I shop because I feel uncomfortable, knowing that somebody is waiting and I can’t bring myself to take my own sweet time in a shop.
I like to manage my own time and not input other’s agenda into my schedule.
Therefore, I am quite a loner I can say. I won’t ask the girls to go shopping with me. I don’t expect my boyfriend to go shopping with me (unless my main purpose is not to shop but have some good moments together in town). When I am all alone in HongKong for months, I lied to my classmates that I am not feeling well when they are out together in groups because I want to sneak out alone to my favourite shopping paradise at Mongkok and happily contributing my money to boost their economy.
I think that is the weirdest thing in me.
But I love the stuffs that I bought generally. Budgetly cheap and nice. I don’t go for extravagantly loud, branded and expensive dresses. I look at the price tag most of the time. I don’t mind to squeeze with the aunties to get good deals. I don’t mind to go to the sales section most of the time. I don’t mind to bargain for even just a dollar. I like to go to ‘pasar malam’ look-alike places to shop.
Perhaps I love cheap thrills. LOL.
On a different note, 26 is approaching.
I couldn’t believe that the thing that travel fastest in speed is call TIME.
10 years ago, I was still someone who is like a dumb nerd awaiting to get into Poly because I can finally ditch the uniform and dress up to school, in hopeful to know more new friends. LOL
9 years ago, Hubert and I fell in love with each other just upon the first time I met him in school and began our lovey-dovey life from then.
8 years ago, I had my nose pierced and regretted since then because of the mark it left on me.
7 years ago, I had my first birthday celebration in a club, Planet Paradigm and got so drunk that Hubert got to piggyback me out of the club.
6 years ago, I finally gotten my car licence.
5 years ago, I had the sweetest 21st birthday celebration in a chalet with many well wishes, angbaos and loved ones around me that I won’t forget that moment.
4 years ago, I got to know my now best friends – Karin & Kim and was thankful to God for blessing them with me till now
3 years ago, I landed in a job that I pretty like and it was not a wrong decision for me to stay with them for the next 2 years. =)
2 years ago, I had the first major break-up with Hubert. I had depression, my weight plunged like nobody’s business. From then on, life changed and we were exposed to different people and my clubbing life resume excessively. It was the most complicated year.
1 year ago, We patched up, had the strongest relationship compared to the last 7 years, I joined the airline, it was the best year of all but things took a turn towards the end of the year.
This year, we officially broke off for the most serious time. I stopped flying. I met Jason. =)
Everything including the tiny weeny details add up to a summary of my life for the past 10 years.
Scary isn’t it because I still can picture images of those events in my mind vividly but counting to it, it was 10 years.
27th July
A day u won’t want to forget, will you? HEHE.
p/s: Is that where I long to go?
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