TGIF? might not be.

I am not exactly feeling that cloud nine mood that I will usually get every Friday.

Earlier on, Toh & I rumble about how lousy and boring today is, when it is only 10 in the morning.

I might just need to lie on a comfy bed to sleep till there is no tommorrow!

Something was wrong, something is wrong and something must be wrong.

Perhaps the workload is getting on a heavier side, perhaps the migraine that I suffered yesterday is still haunting me or perhaps the I-feel-I-am-lousy-&-unpretty syndrome is back again.

I don’t know why I am feeling that I seriously need to pamper myself.

Like going to the salon, going for manicure & pedicure, hitting my favourite stores, watching the scariest movies and indulging in my favourite food.

Yearning for an At-ttas life now, even for a short moment I will be contented. HEHE.

Oh ya, I wanna blab about something here, about a very unlucky incident that happened last night!!

Jason came to fetch me last evening and we went back together until his client reached, settled his stuff and off we went to erm, some part of Bedok (lol, sorry forgot where) with Owen to have dinner.

Apparently, Jason met with a small car accident as the other party who was involved in this claimed that Jason banged on his car when he is reversing. Frankly speaking, we don’t really know whose fault was it because that man is doing a 3-point turn at that time (therefore he might be reversing too).

The man was rather aggressive, trying to use his very unruly tone to talk to him. It was rather pissed off but at that point of time, there are no further reasons to argue with him and I believed dear wants to get this matter settled fast and hassle-free.

Being civilised people (at times, lol), we provide him with the best solution, at the same time, trying to endure his super super super XIA LAN face and way of talking (I’m sorry that this sentence sounds abit ah lian to you, lol). But not until when he had a small commotion with Owen and indirectly cursing him. I think dear lost his cool abit la when somebody say something bad about his best brother.

The problem in the end was somehow solved but it definitely will dampen their mood alittle. But was alright after having the not so nice steak. HAHA. I told dear that problem that can be solved by money is not a problem, just blame it on our luck.

Immediately, I had flashed back on the accident that I had 2 years ago when I was driving and somehow got banged but was been accused of banging them when I was helping Bernard to drive his car. At that point of time, I was rather agitated about the fact that how unlucky I was and I should believe the fortune teller about wearing PINK can cause me bad luck and true or coincidentally enough, I was wearing PINK that day lah!

After that, I somehow condemn pink. I mean, I still love them, I still find them sweet but will TRY not to wear them unless necessary. Not even undergarments mind you. LOL. It was really proven.

Before I went to this fortune teller, I am somehow skeptical about how ingenious these people can be when they can tell you about your past, your life and your future. Not not not until I really realised that wearing pink can clashes with me after all the shit things happened and I began to wonder that it might not be just pure coincidence? LOL

Andddd guess what I am going to say next right?

YES! I was wearing pink yesterday even the undergarments! Damn.

I still remember when we are waiting for the lift before heading out to eat, Jason asked me: Why you wear pink today? (he knows about this hearsay about me being unlucky wearing pink)

Me: Eh, never mind la, I never do anything important today and I kinda long never wear pink le.

He: Later u ‘hai’ me crash car how? haha

Me” *give him a sarcastic and crooked mouth look”

WAH LAU. got so accurate ma? I mean I think Jason is probably one of the better and experienced driver around and I can say that this is just a pure misjudgement that he had an accident. And why is he so unlucky and I can’t help thinking is it because I wore pink.

It is better to be safe than sorry. I shall refrain from wearing pink for awhile, just in case it not only harm me, but harm the people around me as well.

Sidetrack abit, Michael Jackson is dead and Kumari cried just now. Ya, exaggerated enough but it is true as she is a die hard fan of his.

I am still wondering, which idol of mine will make me cry if they die and realised that none because I am too old to be over idolise with my idol. haha!

Whatever it is, Michael Jackson please RIP.

 

 

p/s: I think that my blog is been infested with stalkers which amazingly I wonder why when I don’t even advertise it. Sounds funny but I trust my sensitiveness. =)

typical days & many photos

Kumari is on MC for 2 days therefore I need to start work at 7.30 am.

Which in turn means I gotta wake up at as early as 5.30am.

Luckily I am feeling energetic and not sleepy today! I have weird sleeping habits now if I am at home. I slept at 10pm last night, awaken at 11-ish as Jason called. Then he went to do his stuff and called me at around 1.45am and we chatted till 3am then I go to sleep.

I have to applause myself for being such a good GF lor. HAHA. I have to accomodate to his timing because he is usually quite busy in the day and we hardly talk, it is only until night time then we can chat but I got to wake up early for work the next day. Therefore, I will try to catch some rest first and wait for him to call.

And I just received my HP bill. My incoming calls bill is worth $550 and equivalent to 3500 minutes. We calculated that and conclusion was approximately we chatted almost 2 hours a day? But can’t count this way because there are days when we meet and doesn’t need to call. Imagine if I don’t have free incoming calls, my hp bill every month will be almost $600 plus and that is so scary. =x

Yesterday was dear Jairia’s birthday and she was on leave. She is back today and I gave her a present!

Victoria Secret’s wristlet in Pink!

I didn’t open it up and take photo because it was already nicely wrapped. I have one too but did not use it anymore because i dirtied it quite badly. =( She is a happy girl now. =)

Some updates of last week:

Friday night:

Went home after work, fetched parents from Bukit Panjang Plaza as they came back from Genting. Had dinner at BPP then went home, got prepared and met Toh at Organic Cafe, opposite Cineleisure for chilling out. Time passes fast without our knowledge and it was already 2am. Cabbed down to usual place and reached at around 2.30am

I left at 4am. It was a short session because Jason is waiting for me at home as he didn’t go out and I didn’t want him to wait so long. Reached his place at around 4.30am, watched TV awhile and went to bed at 6am.  

Saturday:

Woke up and had lunch. Jason’s mum cooking. =) Then slacked awhile, fed Bethany (Jason’s niece) with biscuits and accompany her to watch cartoon for awhile, then went back to the room and watch TV and snacked. Toh bought me Meiji chocolate from 7-11 the night before and it taste not bad to me even I am not a sucker for choco. Hee. Got really tired and napped awhile until Jason woke me up for dinner with his parents. But by the time we prepared, the parents were gone without us. LOL. Guess it is because they thought that he don’t want to join them. In the end, met Owen at 85 for dinner.

Went back home, got prepared and fetch Toh and off we went to St James. She was in casual because supposedly she got to leave at 3am as she got to work the next day.

 

While on the way..

Met Jasline outside Mono. It has been long since I last saw her, my favourite MOMO clubbing khaki last time. =)

 

Jasline!

 

Can you see Miss ‘Naughty by Nature’ ? LOL

 

Look at her, super auntie-looking face! HAHA

And so.. we went in to join Ryan’s.

 

 

And subsequently.. we saw a few friends~

Diana

Karen

Yannie

Charlotte

Anson

And its Darren with the girls..

 

Ah Toh left at 3 plus and left me and Jasline together with the rest..

And we went off only when the lights are on.. quickly rushed back to Jason’s place as he is already home from Sabai.. erm, black-faced given to me for been late. =(

Sunday

Woke up at 10plus to prepare. Only with 3 hours plus of sleep. Set off at 11 am to Turf City with Jason and his parents for Father Day’s lunch at Turf City. His brother and sister came shortly. =)

Went to Ah Yat Abalone Restaurant for Dim Sum. Not bad and quite nice since I have never had dim sum for so long. I loveeee Dim Sum ! Walked/ shopped around after lunch and dear bought a pair of slippers because his was really very ‘chui’ already.

While walking around, we saw this restaurant.

 

HAHA. I told Jason that how nice if the restaurant is really owned by Owen. (It is so Owen with Liverpool sign also!) Then we can 大吃大喝 for free. And now I know Owen in Chinese is 奥运. So sporty! LOL

Home at around 2 plus and went to his friend’s baby 1st month anniversary at CCK. He sent me home after that and at night, I went to my Father’s Day dinner @ Bt Batok. Fishhead steamboat with Zi Char! Loves it!

With the rate and type of food that I am eating, I won’t be surprised that I grew fat man!

Home Sweet Home, chatted with dear and go to bed!

Oh yea, random photos of last week Wed at DF taken by Owen’s hp.

Jason & me. Eh don’t really like this photo because I look drunk again. D A M N. But Bryan’s expression is very cute behind. His mouth is wide opened. HAHA

I just love the dress that Jac bought for me from HK. Although you can’t really see it here!

That is roughly the end of my weekends..

And I don’t know why the hell while I was typing this entry, my gum bled!

I have a bloody mouth now and the taste of blood is oh-so-shit!

i’ve not been good!

I have not been good to myself recently.

I didn’t watch my diet and thus allowing myself to grow fat.

I have not study for my test.

I clubbed alot (3 times last week)

I drank too much alcohol.

I have not enough sleep almost every other day.

Despite whining so much and mostly are the same old things, I know that there were be voices behind screaming:

U choose this your own what!

Ms Char will also say:

Always say u are fat but not doing anything about it.

LOL. ya man. So it boils down to having not enough determination.

Thats probably what I need the most now.

Determination to:

1) Exercise

2) Eat lesser & healthier

3) Open up my textbook

4) Club only Fri or Sat (please only got to choose 1!!) or don’t go at all (aiya, surely alot of people say impossible)

5) Drink less (always remind myself that alcohol is full of bad carbos)

6) Turn in not later than 11.30pm!

Feeling uber lousy now.

Oh ya, the H1N1 virus is spreading like mad now. Really have to be on my guard as I hate to fall sick and be bed-ridden most of the time. And whenever I fall sick, I will have popped like 100000 pimples on my face so that is really not very welcoming.

Just read from the news that a 19 years old girl got infected when clubbing at Butter Factory. Wouldn’t be surprise because I heard that the place is always super pack. Even Jason was telling me that the queue was so long on Sat that he decided to switch to other place when the initial plan is to go there.

And Ah Toh thought that she was been funny by saying : Lucky DF don’t have because we drink Martell and it kill germs.

-_-”

Yah if thats the case I will treat Martell as plain water to drink everyday. LOL, cannot imagine it and you get high every hour for drinking alcohol. hehe. Hmm, maybe also good if really DF needs to be close because of the virus and we can really officially withdraw from the clubbing scene. Haha!

I actually wanted to blog about my past few days but realised that I left my thumbdrive (with some photos) in my other bag. I am such a muddle head.

Short summary of it will be:

1) Fri- chill out with Toh and the session is always so wonderful 

2) Sat – Woke up, eat, watched TV, snacked, napped, eat and out to club (it looks so wasted to you right? haha)

3)  Sun – Father’s day lunch with Jason & his family. Noon – Jason’s friend’s baby 1st month. Night – Went home for dinner with my dad & family.

Going to off work soon.

Goodbye Monday again!!!

 

 

p/s: I have always grown from my problems and from the things that don’t go my way, that’s when I’ve really learned.

from Tuesday to Friday

I am feeling so stone and block headed now!

Slept at 2plus last night and woke up at 6.45 am for work today.

Is it that you get more kiasu-er when you gets older?

I drove to work from Jason’s place today and it only took half an hour to reach but I keep telling myself that there might be a jam (because there was once when he send me to work from his place & it was freaking jam like mad) or there is a possiblity that I will lost my way (I don’t trust my sense of direction, lol). Therefore, I went out at 7.30am and reached my work place at 8am la!

Super early because my official starting time is 8.45am.

I can sleep at least half an hour more lor!

Its Friday again! Loving it~

And this week is a short week because I only work 3 days. =p

Tuesday: Went to have dinner with the boyfriend and Owen. Went back his place and sleep in for the night. Toh is back on that night and we spent alittle bit of time chatting with each other. =)

Wednesday: The girls are bugging me to have supper because I am in the East (so rare before I met Jason) & because I am driving. -_-” On account of the pressies that Toh is going to pass me (haha no la joking la because I also want to meet them la!), I obliged. In the end, Ms Char & Ms Toh together with Jason, Owen & I went to C Nai HK Cafe at ECP for late dinner! The carrot cakes there are damn nice and please don’t miss ordering that if you are there. Had fun time talking to the girls and Toh followed me and Jason home because I need to change/ make-up to make a very impromptu trip down to DF because TW & Jac was asking if we wants to go! Together with dear, we went off back home from St James to sleep at around 5plus. Damn shagged!

Thursday: He woke up earlier and drove the car to park at Reservoir at the same time met his client then bought lunch. =) After lunch, as usual, he works and I msn with the girls. At night, went to fetch Owen to CDC to book for his BTT and to his downstairs eat Kway Chap. (craving for it!!) ARGH & I ate ice-cream again because apparently there is this ice-cream van at Jason’s void deck and he asked if I want to eat but in the end he didnt eat and only me! S H I T ! Watched TV, surf net, see my dear play games and we zzz around 2 plus.

Right, that was what I did basically for the past few days.

Singapore weather is really damn F*ck up nowadays lor.

It gets crazily hot one moment and downpour the next. Why am I staying in this nonsense country!?

 

p/s: Why focus on the nitty-gritty in life when they in fact matter the least eventually.

 

 

ADDED:

I am fuming now. That faggot who owes me $ appeared again and we managed to track his new handphone no.

I tried calling him through my mobile but he didn’t pick up.

And so, I used my office phone to call him just now. That idiot really picked up.

Me: Jeffrey?

He: Nono, Jeffrey not available, may I know who is this on the line?

(Bloody hell play this kind of games, his farking voice I can recognise lor!!)

Me: IF YOU ARE JEFFREY JUST SAY SO, DON’T COME AND ACT WITH ME!

HE: No, no (….)

And he hung up.

FARK!

Super angry now and really I am not going to let this off just how easily he came to borrow $!

To hell man.

 

 

Jolly Happy

Had powerful sleep last night. I slept at 10.30pm and woke up at 7am today!

It has been long since I have a full 8 hours sleep on a weekday.

Feeling refreshed now!

Some updates last week..

Saturday

As mentioned, my last Friday wasn’t exactly beautiful because of that 10 reasons that caused it to be sucky. But after a revitalising facial and a good night chat with Jason, it somehow brightened the later part of the Friday. Woke up as early as 7am on Saturday, went to school, did the project and went to the boyfriend’s place at around 11plus.

Rest for awhile and we went to Tampines Mall for lunch. Ms Char happened to be in there and she joined us for awhile. Accompanied her to buy her clutch for wedding dinner.

Went back to Bedok, rest awhile and Elvin & co. came to fetch us and off we went to the PC show @ Suntec. The crowd was horrendous! We stayed there for around 2 hours and Elvin bought a desktop computer. Went back for dinner for Jason’s mum cooking. And lazily (I was super tired), we napped. Oh gosh, eat and sleep!

Supposed to meet Jac & TW to go to DF at 1 plus. But I overslept and only woke up at 12plus! Decided to wait for Jason since he is going too.

While waiting for him to wake up…

Self shots as usual..

Watched Tv till 2 plus & went down. By the time I reached, it was already 3.15am and I got nagged by them! Haha.

Many thanks to TW & Jac for helping me to buy my eye cream and masks from HK. The sweetest part is Jac actually bought a very sporty dress for all of us. It was of the same design but all in different colours. I have the grey, Char – Pink and Toh – White. Forgotten what is Jac’s colour but it will be really funny if all of us wear the same dress out. Haha.

TW bought a nice apple charm necklace for me too!

Didnt take photo of it because it was all at Jason’s place now.

Anyway, the night ended really fast and I was slightly tipsy and I hate to take photo when I look drunk because it is just damn ugly okkkkkkkkk

Owen Tan keep on asking us to take a photo..thus the ugly shots of me. Shit.

LOL. I look as though I am crying. But I am not la.. I just want to ’siam’ the camera actually..and can you see how shit my face was.

I asked Jason the next day after I seen this photo: Why ur face like so ‘Mian Qiang’

He: No ah, I am trying to curb myself from laughing.

Me: -_-”

Alright, it was a rather eventful Saturday! =)

Sunday

Didnt do anything much on this day except for sleeping till almost 4pm. Jason chided me for waking up so late and the lunch was been left there for me. Really sorry as I am really shag out from Monday – Saturday and Sunday is the only day that I can sleep more!

Went to meet Owen at interchange and have Ban Mian for dinner. After that, Jason & I walked around to find ring file for his documents but couldn’t find any. =( Ate ice-cream and walked from interchange back to his house. Rather far but it is a great exercise. =)

Stayed for the night again. =)

Monday

Went to work from his place in the morning. Was tired as we slept at around 1plus last night.

Work was boring as usual. Went home and celebrated little Keon’s birthday. =D!

Bought a cake for the little prince!

Keon is happy!

Happy Family!

 

 

Happy Birthday Keon! Ah Yi loves you!

 

Today is already Tuesday and I think time passes really fast and in turn makes me got worried! Age is catching up. (LOL).

Miss Toh is coming back today! I want to see what she has got for us! Haha, of course not the main purpose but is because I miss her way too much. Char and I have been emailing just to each other. We need Miss Toh to be back!

And.. I am not too happy with myself after realising that I have got 2 blue-blacks and 1 cut on my leg after a weekend. Legs are not ugly enough is it?! Argh.

AND I AM EVEN MORE ANGRY WITH MYSELF FOR MISSING THE EXIT TO MY WORK PLACE THEREFORE I WAS LATE FOR WORK FOR 1 MIN.

Can I (or rather, women) have better sense of directions?

 

p/s: I am beginning to love the kisses that you gave me randomly..be it when i just woke up..or when it is out of nowhere..it just left me smiling, every now and then..

homely friday its gonna be

Today is a very blue-ish Friday.

It just sucks to the core lor.

1) Usual Friday night gone because Miss Toh flying off tml morning & I got to wake up as early as 7am to go for presentation tomorrow morning. (not funny lor sat morning leh, #%$%*+#!)

2) I am having cramps (drink more cold water lor!!)

3) Wanted to meet TW & Jac for dinner @ Lot 1 after my facial appt but lack of courage to let them see my after-facial face. (I don’t want my as red as tomato face to be seen)

4) My dear is displeased with me now. (already slapped myself for making him angry)

 5) I am feeling bloated. (what’s new?)

6) Super feel like hitting the sack (didn’t sleep well last night)

7) Toh is leaving me to BKK (she brag about how she wanna conquer Platinum Mall)

I have got bad hair day. (looks like lunatic now)

9) Tattoo still itching. (awfully ITCHY i mean)

10) Craving for chocolates/ ice-cream at this moment but dare not indulge. (I’m fatter)

10 reasons to cause my Friday’s blue.

Should be sufficent to make my day a lousy one.

SIAN

 

the ’sighing’ continues..

On Tuesday..

In a short 2 hours time frame..

I went to Jurong Point and passed my project to my classmate.

I did icing on a cake, put on an act that I will be passing my project to another classmate in Clementi, searching frantically to find my car in the outrageously big carpark in Jurong Point at the same time blaming & cursing on my STM and drove down to Bedok.

It wasn’t exactly romantic enough because of unforeseen circumstances but it doesnt really matter as it was never meant to be that way. =)

And yesterday, I did the most foolish act and the price to it is to pay $300.

You can guess it.

I was never a litter bug. never a little bug. never a litter bug.

(no matter how many times I repeat I am still feeling uber disappointed in myself for committing such mistake. BAH!!!!)

The darling girl is going to BKK again this Saturday and what the hell. Why is weekends call weekends without her?

(She must be damn touched at this moment)

Just sent a bon voyage wish to Jaclyn, who is happily shopping her life away in HK with her beloved and now I got to send another darling off.

I hope to take a rejuvenating break too from the mundane lifestyle that I am leading even though I just came back from a simple holiday.

What I meant for a fruitfully appeasable trip would be -

1) Summersale, stocking up of necessities and catching up with good old friends in Hongkong.

2) Shopping is a blast in Japan.

3) 游山玩水-ing in Taiwan.

4) Ghost Tour in Port Arthur @ Tasmania.

5) Go for a Atlantic & Mediterranean Cruise Trip for Whales/ Dolphins watching.

ARGH~ dreaming..continue to dream somemore..with not many leave to apply, not alot of cash to spare and no eligible companion, please drop the idea for now!

Back to the reality world.

Work is never going to be always fun, joyful and enjoyable. Daddy is going to Genting again. I realised that it was a routine for them every month after not staying together for many years. Daddy out of SG= car solely owned by me. *grinning*

Gotten the parking decal from my workplace and I seriously need to drive more to brush up my rusty driving skills!

Signing off because I got stone-er after I type each word.

But I die also want to put a self pic first and please pardon me that this is not really recent but who cares because I need to inject the spirit of ‘I-love-myself’ to me really! Don’t know why, that i began to feel everything lousy about myself. My face, my figure, my hair, my body!! Please help me from feeling this down!

*HAHAHAHA I think this is super no link and doesn’t flow with my post but whatever*

 

p/s: In principle, I really hate the S-E-P and it should not stay within me but I had gradually accepted that this is a phase that I have to go through and trust me that it will not end any sooner in the near future..

rojak post

What a steal!

There are some mega sale going on and what you need to do is to just take a bag and fill it with as many books as you like for just $5. I went just now and damn, I look like an auntie trying to ransack the boxes of books and ya, filled my bag up with 12 books?

Was rather disappointed that Angels & Demons were sold out but Kumari managed to grab Da VinCi Code for me. The rest of the books that I bought are mainly of girlie content like Drama Queen, The Amateur Marriage, Handbags & Halos etc. 13 books in total. Anybody wants to borrow books can find me now. haha.

I just went out for lunch and it was again super hot and I think there is something wrong with my stomach nowadays that I am feeling bloated always.

Anyway, if you have read the news recently, you will have heard of this tragedy which is one of the worst accident in French aviation history – The crash of Air France Flight 447.

Maybe it is link to my job profession last time that I always read/ watch news about air plane accidents. And in this case now, one of the deceased in this flight was a ex-student from our school. It is really grieving to see such tragedy because firstly, that’s not the best way to die, secondly, i can imagine how helpless it was when you are trapped in an enclosed machine up there in mid-air when something happened and thirdly, most likely you will die of no corpse being found.

Whatever evacuation procedures I learnt last time during my training days always left me immersed in deep thoughts about whether how helpful it will be if emergency situation suddenly appeared. Maybe I watched too much air crash investigation from the National Geographic last time therefore I feel that there is no 100% security whenever there is an emergency. But of course it will minimize the seriousness of the damage la. Then I always have a funny thought running. What if there is an evacuation, will all cabin crews really stay and help the passengers first or will they evacuate themself first? Haha. I cannot find this answer myself because human nature will only surface when the real thing comes.

Anyway, I have yet to introduce the clan. Sometimes I think only ’free’ people like us likes to come out with something spicy to bring life to our lives by trying to be creative (self-claim). Where the clan is coming from is from Ryan, whom inevitably needs to be our ‘CEO’ of our clan. It was formed when one fine day, the 3 good friends, Ryan, Bryan and Karin sat down for a dinner.

And so, what is the clan all about? 

Purpose: According to CEO, for fun purpose it can be mainly gathering for everyone on a weekly basis to distress, have good food, talk cock and gossip. For serious business, one day we might just form a small events company (and because CEO main trade and forte is doing events), we might make some small money out of it. (LOL I am really interested in this but it won’t come over night)

  Members & Titles: Needless to say CEO is Ryan. Bryan is the HR manager (picked by himself). Karin is the PA to CEO (because she is almost efficent in anything and the most ON one). Me as the Financial Controller (apparently it appears to them that I am the most thrifty so the funds can be in good hands under my care) and Kim being the Procurement (why? I also don’t know, lol).

And the most amazing thing is we can be really free to send out Clan email every week, type meeting minutes (yet to even produce the first one because HR manager is a sleeping member). We try to make every Thursday as our Clan meeting. Cool uh? There is always absentees la but there are members who are lingering outside the clan joining us occasionally for the meet-up. Therefore, not so bad afterall la. Hehe.

I guess I am on the road to boredom again therefore I can type this long winded post but because I have nothing much to do now. Whenever this happens, rojak post like this will come out. LOL