down

I am down with flu and sore throat.

Think the fever is catching me soon.

ARGH i hate to be sick and this comes so unexpectedly because I do take care of my body recently.

Perhaps due to insufficent rest during the weekends.

I am going to drink alot of water, if need will see the doctor.

I am having slight dizzy spells now. Got a little phobia after reading the news last week about a woman falling into the track @ Clementi MRT station because she fainted.

Therefore this morning i refrain myself from standing too near to the yellow line.

Can all the virus get lost? 

 

 

p/s: i am trying to curb my bad & nonsensical temper and i am glad that the unreasonable stuff that i did on sat did not put both to a losing end. Still, I need to apologise.   

And really, I should stop being a drama queen. LOL

Trust

What is Trust?

Trust to me is a strong belief and confidence of somethings.

It can be to a person or to a matter.

But sometimes, humans tend to overlook the trust that was given or taken.

Why do you choose to give trust to someone?

Usually is because you have a certain emotions over that person and u have faith in them.

But how is trust broken?

When you lost confident, faith, support, reliability, expectation and security.

I was at that stage before.

When I lost trust in someone and in turn made that someone lost trust in me.

At that point of time, what were the memories that was once shared?

what were the promises that were once given?

where were the dreams that were pursued before?

Duration is just a number. 1 year and 10 years has no difference.

Because it is just a number. Everything will be different once things were decided.

But I choose my own path .

I choose to trust.

I choose to believe.

I choose to mistrust.

I choose to break the trust.

And i seriously think that i suck at trusting people.

I trust that my ex-colleaugue will return me the $1000 i lend him.

Because he swore that he has a problem in his business.

It has been half a year.

Not a single cent was returned despite numerous calls and smses.

I was devasted, partly because of the money but majority was my trust being misused.

The bond that we used to have was broken, because of one word, TRUST.

How can you make friend with someone when u have no trust in them?

I always think that trust is a 2-way street.

You get it if you give it. But apparently seems like I am walking on a 1-way street now..

Therefore, dont give out trust when you thought you are sure and receive trust when u yourself are not prepared to give any.  

fatigue symptoms

I am experiencing the fatigue symptoms now.

1) Blur Vision

2) Blood shot eyes

3) Tired looking skin. (!!!!!!)

4) Deeper Dark eye circles

5) Retarded mind

6) Slurred speech

7) Slow reaction

I have been experiencing these for the past 3 days. Ok la, cannot blame anyone, it is my own wish to sleep late everyday. Haha.

Well, last week was another good one. I finally watched ‘Coming Soon’ !

Hmm, one of the better scary movies that I have watched though I still prefer ‘ Shutter’. But anyway, it has been so long since i need to satisfy my ‘horror movies’ needs! This will be a better choice. Watch it if you are a horror movie fan. But don’t expect too much of it because I feel that the ghost is rather ‘fake’ looking.

Sunday night was spent having dinner with WWW & J.Lo @ Bedok 85. Slack till around 11pm then reached home.

On the Monday night, I was been dragged out by Toh to go and eat dinner. It was a super last minute decision that we guys decided to meet up. Therefore, I drove down to fetch her then Char.

I have to admit that I am a very poor driver. I gotten my license when i was 20, attempted 4 times with a spending of $3000 before I can get that licence! Moreover, I stopped driving for almost 4 years. Afterwhich, on and off, I still get to touch my dad’s car for maybe like once a year? The last time i drove is this new year.

Something amusing and I couldn’t stand myself! I wanted to go to Kallang where Toh live. But I end up in Geylang and totally lost my way there. Toh’s dad was on the phone with me for at least 20minutes to direct me but I just couldn’t find the right way. Hey, Geylang is really not a place for KUKU driver like me to go. I just feel like killing everyone who crossed the road! In the end, Toh need to cab down and find me. How embarassing it was??!

I am more confident when on my way to Tampines to fetch Char because I fetched her before and the directions are easier to find. Finally, I managed to fetch both the darlings and went to Upper Changi to have dinner and at the same time, waiting for WWW & J.Lo to join us. We had dim sum and after that sinful meal, all of us decided to go to Changi Beach to have a stroll and enjoy the breeze.

By the time I sent the 2 darlings back and reached home, it was already 2.30 am.

I slept rather late last night too. But was thankful that i have got a ride early in the morning to work today from J.Lo. Appreciate that!

It is already Wednesday. Time flies really fast. I am looking forward to the weekend again!

pictures time~

Long over dued photos, total 3 sets of photos!.. taken on random days..

6th March 2009

We went to a KTV pub with Brenden. And he is very nice to fetch all of us from our home! Saw many regular faces in the pub and it was one of the best. =)

In the car

Brenden. Act like shy to take photo. haha

Act cute. -_-”

Toh with Brenden

Miss Char is so cute !!

Then.. back to the usual place…

Took photos with all time favourite ! Six!

Jimmy. why my face like that?

RICHIE!

Chris

Tommy

Pricilia and me. (I refused to say toh and Anson name because they are extras)

Priscillia!

Anson & Toh

My favourite OLIVIA !

Random pictures from other days…….

our dear jaclyn!

JOYCE!

SILVER!

Another fan & idol

Toh & W.W.W

The pet and its m.m.m

Brenden & I

Seng Sing. Haha

Anson

SIX!!

Weile!

2 darlings

13th March (Fri)

CAMWHORING @ AH TOH’S PLACE!

 

 

 

Then on the way to the usual place

 

Grace, Clara, Gina, Silver, Jac

Xiang Long

 

Beautiful Jac

Bryan

Tommy

Toh is extra again

Next Day to Pub with Brenden, Toh & Kim..

Before Brenden fetch us from Holiday Inn Hotel…

 

Toh & I so loving in the car. HAHA

 

enlightenment

Ever since i moved back to Bt Panjang, i dread going out on weekdays because

1) very inconvenient

2) don’t like to spend $ to take cab

3) usually very tired from work

4) if i reach home late means i catch lesser sleep = lousy skin

5) i love to eat home cooked food now.

But yesterday, i went out to do some catching up with Toh. Not because we have alot of things to catch up (we chat everyday and sees her at least once a week) but because I have not been meeting her in a weekday for very long. HEHE.

We went to have dinner at Cuppage and Ephy joined shortly. It was always GOOD to see him because he is a all-rounder friend! We can chat about everything under the sun and we can go anywhere together. Not to mention that our friendship is almost 10 years old!

Settled down @ Starbucks and began our chilling out session…

We chatted almost on every topic and he is like a ‘consultant’ to toh and me. Haha

Enlightenment sentence of that day: You will want something badly if you didn’t get it, but once u got it, you won’t treasure it.

How true. Not refering to any particular matter but that applies generally to every other things in life.

Anyway, we were being enlighten throughout the night with his logical and perspective point of views in everything. Thanks EPHY for all your precious time to ‘cure’ our problems !(minus off the talk cock and nonsensical stuff u said)

Hope we can be ‘cured’ HAHA!

 

obsessed with colours and fruits

I will be suffering from cramps soon.

Not anywhere on my body except for my face.

Have you tried before the feeling of having to laugh loudly everytime but you can’t because you are working and there are people around you?

Have you tried smiling/ laughing like a lunatic to yourself whenever you thought of  funny stuff?

I AM EXPERIENCING THE ABOVE RIGHT NOW AND ALL THANKS TO KARIN TOH & KIMMY CHAR!

(ok, i have got contributions too)

And to add on…

we are obsessed with ‘colours’ and ‘fruits’ now..

that will be our everyday topic!

*i love my girls* muackies!

 

p/s: i will start to upload photos soon. i hate posts without photos! haha

the curry puffs craze

Recently, i have been junking too many curry puffs!

Last week i had 5:

1 from Daddy

2 from myself

2 from colleagues

This week….

is only Tues…and i had 2 already.

all thanks to the very nice DOVER curry puffs.

ARGH!!

Can you imagine how pastries can make u fat?!

I am always laughing at TOH for junking too much.

But i am doing this myself.

PLEASE SAVE ME FROM THE CRAVE!!!

** Me & Toh seriously need some fats-shedding. Toh, can we just go on diet???!!!! I stop eating curry puffs, you stop eating Mac okie?!

exciting weekend and uninteresting monday

As quoted in our today’s email  title by toh..

‘Exciting weekend is over’

Monday Blues and who doesnt hate it?

My weekend was pretty alright. I had Toh & Char company and truely enjoyed it.

My Sun was a relaxing one. Staying at home the whole day and clearing my clothes. I gotten a new wardrobe from V-Hive at only $200. All thanks to Mimi Kor for giving me a great discount.

All I need to do now is to curb my shopping temptation, because i realised there are too many clothes laying around. It is just so messy.

I suddenly feel like saying this: I want to go Jurong Point!

Call me mountain turtle.

But i have never been to the new JP after the revamp.

And I heard about how big it was and so much things to eat and shop from people around me.

Being a west-sider, I MUST visit this place soon.

Jurong Point, anybody?