fuck this, really.

Storm Warriors & Pimples Woes (again!)

 

Is a flop.

I think it is because we anticipated it too much, thus giving it too high a rating before we step in to the cinema.

Caught this movie with Jason at Marina Square one of the nights. Being a 风云1 fan, I really have high hopes on the movie, so does Jason. He has been counting down to the launch of this show as early as months ago when we saw the advertisement.

I admit I am just biased towards the cast because it is starring all my favourite actors. (Ekin Cheng, Aaron Kwow & Simon Yam). Tsk, even when Ekin became evil, he is still full of glamour. Their acting skills definitely brings out the flavour of the characters. And also, the fight scenes are visually stunning, all thanks to the computer graphics.

Enough of that minimal raves and here comes the rant. The show just couldn’t bring me smoothly into the story. To be precise, I ‘catch no balls’ in some parts of the show. 

So who is 第二梦? Where she comes from? Where is Nicholas Tse after breaking the dragon bone into half? And still many more ‘Ah Tiangs’ in the show, who are them? 

I probably will know if I do read the comic but the director shouldn’t assume that everyone will read the comic right?It feels like the director just chopped one chunk of the story and put it into a movie. No beginning, no ending. Story is not depicted well. Storyline and plots are the critical factors that I will look for in a show and sad to say I find myself questioning myself :” When is this show going to end?”, that I know I totally don’t enjoy the movie!

Headed to DF with Jason after the show. Once again, many friends were there and my pimples seem to become the limelight of my face. So, for 2 consecutive days, I received the kindest comments from DEAR FRIENDS.

At Le Bar….

SFM: Hang on, you have 3 pimples right here.

Me: I know la!!

Kesper: Where got 3, its 4 lor.

Me: *screaming in my head: you better shutup!*

Louis: Aiyo, not 4 lah, its 5 !!! HAHAHAH!!

Me: Hello, stop laughing at my pimples leh, u all not my friends lor!

Louis: It is call pimples meh? It is Acne lor. HAHAAH!

……………………..

At DF….

Bernard: Wah, your pimples very stubborn hor, 1 week liao still have!

Anson: HAHAHA, you see I got no pimples leh!

TW: eh..you got pimples……

…………………………

At Princep Street….

Ben : Phyllis, you look very 青春nowadays hor!!

Me: Yeah! Thank You!! *hopping in exhilaration*

Ben: Yeah, because you got 青春豆!!!!

Me: …….

 

LOL! I have the best friends around me! So happy ah!!! HAHA, I know they are joking and just wanna disturb me la. I think the most genuine kind person is my boyfriend. Yeah, everytime I whined incessantly about my face, he will reply: still alright la, 那里会, 不会la. LOL! Jason sure know how to entertain me and thank god, my big pimples are subsiding and overall complexion gets slightly better now. If not, I will become a laughing-stock again. =(

Oh yes, last Friday I went Le Bar for some drinking with SFM, Louis and Kesper. I was introduced this uber fun new game which I forgotten what is the name (tmd, there is even a story behind it). We will each have some mints with us and we are supposed to “dope” the drinks of each other.

For once in my life, I secured my cup so much that I have cup marks on my palm! But still, some ‘despicable’ people like SFM or Kesper will still force their way through into my cup when they see ‘lobang’. Aiyer, the forfeit is to drink 1 cup. Super duper full and I have been drinking, like non – stop!

Funny funny and also for the whole year, my incoming call display will never have ‘Ah Ben’ this name until yesterday when this dude actually called to ask for L4D2.

I was skeptical at first because he sounded weird. I thought he has got a favour from me, like always when he called me in the past. LOL ! And also, he hasn’t been calling me the whole of this year and I was so shock and surprise. But whatever, Dear went with me to play with them at night after our dinner at ECP =). Wah, I almost died agitated being a spawn because I suck to the core. Especially when using a ‘Charger”, I feel I am the stupidest L4D player on earth. I kept knocking onto the wall okie. LOL.

Needs more training. L4D soon again okie?!

Quite a good weekend with splendid of fun and surprises.

 

 

awfully bored and unpleasantly grouchy..!

 

Because I finished my work within an hour, sitting infront of my desktop staring in blank space again!

To add on my boredom, the girls were on leave, both of them.

They went Ladies Night + Club-Hopping last night without me! All of them went and I am been ditched at home.

HAHA, because I couldn’t be on leave during this period till my X’mas leave. It is coming! 24th – 30th December shall be it.

I went to the boyfriend’s place last evening but he went out for soccer at night. Managed to play some games with him and I hogged on to his computer for L4D while he was out. In the midst of it, I kept seeing chat log popping from ‘Steam’ and Ryan & his friends was asking him to play L4D.

Told them that I am not Jason but his GF and I am lousy in L4D-ing but they said it is alright to just join. Not bad, quite fun because I can hear them talk over the mic. I don’t know but I think I look silly when playing as I can hear them talking to me but I am replying to myself as if talking to the air. HAHA!

I am all sulky when I look at the mirror these days.

I find it really hard to lose weight nowadays. I have been trying hard to not succumb to food temptation but I still see my lower half body getting wider.

Was it because of my job or what! Sitting down all the while really makes the spare tyre more prominent.

And the worst is,

my face!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don’t know what is happening. The pimples attack that I was trying to battle since months ago is still haunting me quite abit. Damn it, I felt like I was still in Secondary School when puberty takes place but god damn it I am already way past that stage and why are all the freaking pimples still came knocking on my door?

I seek so much professional help, spent so much money, I better get this face fixed. Now it is still in a purging moment. Hopefully after this round, it will be cleared!

I am feeling so not pretty recently.

I guess that is the only rant I have right now because I think in general, I am still fairly happy these while!

I have big projects to do!

Even though I haven’t really lay my hands on it, but the preparation was quite done up.

I swear this is the first time I am doing it. I am not sure of the outcome but I will try my best to make them a good and successful one.

It can only be revealed in due time.

*sniggers*

Anyway, reminder for myself to stop spending money as I spent wayyyy too much the past few weeks. In just less than 2 weeks it is already 1K and WTF? I didn’t even buy any extravagant stuff! Best is I only know where 50% of my money went. ZzZ

Guess gotta stop shopping for awhile (maybe for this week, LOL).

There are so many Christmas Presents to buy!

Not to mention, Jason’s birthday is coming too.

It is going to inflict heavy damage to my account.

Especially dear boyfriend’s occasion.

 

It is lunch time soon, it shucks when I always think of ‘healthy and less fattening food’ during these period.

I just want to eat freely!

boozy – woozy

 

It was a drinking spree weekend.

I didn’t exactly got drunk kind of drunk but certainly not just tipsy.

But it doesn’t matter because of happy occasions, 2 friends birthday!

4th December, Friday

Jessie’s Birthday Party @ Dragonfly

 Went home straight after work. Had 45 minutes powerful nap, bath, make-up, packed bag all took me 3 hours. Initially wanted to take MRT but changed my mind and cabbed down to St James as Miss Char is already there.

I tied my hair all up initially as I had a bad hair day! But decided to let it down because I want to cover my pimples on the side of my cheeks. LOL!

Time Check: 11.45pm. I have never been that early for clubs for don’t know how many donkey years. Toh came and I am grumbling about being hungry because I skipped my dinner.

Had Fried Rice & Prawn Paste Chicken together with the 2 of them to curb my hunger before going in to find Jessie & Co.

Hmm, you might find the background of the photos below familiar.

Yes, it is Station Kitchen toilet, AGAIN!

Eh but speaking of which, we quite long never go liao lor! HAHA

 

Hurried in and the time is 1.15am. Woah! We went MIA for 2 hours plus.

HAHA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSIE!

Girls in black except for Naomi

We used to party alot during the MoMo time! Elynda, Jessie & Naomi !

Birthday Girl – Jessie!

 

I think can see that we are abit tipsy at that moment. I have already got watery eyes!

With Isabelle & Char. Jason spotted at the back. LOL. I realised that he always got spotted in pictures. Darling, you are too tall la! HAHA

I got really drowsy at the end of the night. I think we table-hopped too much, especially at Royce’s table when I even play drinking games.

Tired + Alcohol = Sleepy. I almost dozed off towards the end of the night when sitting down and rejected all incoming drinks!

Once again, Jason was the chauffeur and the whole car has 7 people in it. 5 of us actually squeezed behind and I don’t know how we did it. Oh man, the amount of noise we made can be comparable to being in a wet market! Especially the girls…. HAHA!

5th Decemember, Saturday

Louis’s Birthday Party @ Le Bar

Lazed the whole day and it was only around 10-ish pm that I went to prepare and I am supposed to reach at 11pm! Jason went with me together and we reached at almost 12am and was being greeted Good Morning. These people is damn sarcastic! It was another drinking game night and Louis was super drunk at the end of the night I think. I didn’t even have a chance to toast with him.

The usual gang and the 损友gang. I don’t know why SFM classified me under their 损友gang when I insisted that I should be under the 好友category! LOL

Played game, see show, catch up with people whom I have not seen for a long time.

Hubert Lim ordered water fall for Louis. Poor Louis, he kept repeating that he is very bloated. HAHA

Look at Louis’s face! Like sucking so hard. LOL

And for one moment, I saw Louis hiding in the toilet. As in literally hiding there. I am laughing like hell but I am a nice friend, I didn’t sell him out. =p

With Ivy!

Me, Ivy, Feon & June

Again, my luck is not really good when playing game. I think I drank the most when playing Seven Double one on one with SFM. I cannot swallow the drink so fast la!

Jason wanted to go Home Ground and play L4D2  since it is so near to Le Bar and we left at around 3 plus. The rest stayed on. Andddddd … something embarrassing happened lor.

I FELL DOWN !!!

sobs, just outside Le Bar. I don’t know how come but I remembered I landed on my palm and it hurtssss!! Although Dear did help me to massage my palm but it seems like the pain just wouldn’t go away. Argh, blame it on my clumsiness.

Feels like floating in the air, I still continue to play L4D2. It is actually quite fun when you drunk play. We only stopped at around 5am! Walked past Le Bar, it was already closed but yet I still see SFM’s car parking nearby. I bet he is drunk too. HAHA.

Jason was hungry so we went to have breakfast at somewhere near his place and it is home in the dawn again.

Anyway, hope my 2 birthday friends enjoyed their birthdays and the presents I gave them!

6th December, Sunday

 I didn’t do anything much on Sunday. From the moment I woke up, I played DW6 with dear for a straight 3 hours. Watched TV and we went to Owen’s place for dinner. Another ’sway’ thing happened.

Dear’s car died on him!

Guess it is the battery problem because the whole car couldn’t start at all. We tried to push start but to no avail. Even called his dad to drive his car down and jump start but failed too. No choice, we went home and waited for his customer to return the Mitsubishi Lancer and we went back and tried again.

Still couldn’t start! So damn. Actually that night at DF already like that and the valet people helped him to jump start and it works. But unsure why this time round it just couldn’t. In the end, he went to fetch his mechanic and he fixed the problem for him.

Finally solved but he spent $200 to get everything done. Not a good day because before that he still gotten summon. =(

 

 

 

 

p/s: I do appreciate every single little things that you tried even though I didn’t say…

Left 4 Dead 2

 

You should believe by now that I never get enough of L4D.

Per my Twitter, every few tweets I mentioned about L4D-ing.

I am damn hooked! Not kidding, I am like thinking of it everytime, I think it can be on par on how much I think of Jason everyday. LOL!

Since it has been long that I love to do something consistently, this game definitely worth a single post here.

From L4D…….

TO

L4D2

For people who don’t know and know nuts about Lan Game (Not that I know a lot, I only know how to play CounterStrike and L4D), L4D is a cooperative shooter survival horror game. Mark the word : Cooperative.

Cooperative to me is teamwork (my head is screaming about how much teamwork is being taught and meant to us back in the good old airline days). 

To me, what makes up a good teamwork is to have/ be:

1) Good Communication Skill among teammates. In this case of playing L4D, this can be carry out more effectively if the person is beside you, like friends playing together in a Lan Shop. Most of the time if I got infected by the zombies and need help, I will call for it! So most of the time when I am in a lan shop with Jason, you will hear me crying: ” Dear,  救我 !!! “ And when he wants me to follow him and walk, he will say:  “Dear, 走这边, 走那边” LOL. But, if you are playing with people whom you don’t know, it might be hard because you need to think of the shortest sentence to type if you want to communicate as most of the time you will be busy! 

2) Don’t think like an individual. That is not to be selfish! Sometimes if you want to ‘chiong’ too fast infront without waiting for your teammates, you will end up getting a Jockey riding on you or a Hunter pouncing on you without help because you are too far ahead! Vice-versa, if your teammates need help behind and you are too far away, the chances that they can survive is lesser. Therefore, “stick together team” is very important!

3) Willing to share information and knowledge. Just like Jason knows better than Owen and me in regards to the road to walk, the usage and the location of the Melee Weapons and guns, he will always tell/ remind us. Once again, that is provided that we all play together in a Lan Shop. However, if we take turn to play at home, he will activate his ‘naggy-self’ and preach about how you should play and where you should walk when he observe you from behind. Pretty irritating at times but I love his helpfulness. LOL! =p

If you ask me, I prefer to play in Lan Shop as we can play together as a team. Playing at home is good as well as it served as a good training ground and not so much of noise distraction. However, I still love the interactivity that you and your friends shared when in a Lan Shop. I still remember I will chid Owen whenever he do something idiotic in the game like he walks too fast or he startled the witch or he activated the horde of Zombies. I haven’t have the chance to play L4D2 with him together yet but he did completed all the campaigns together with me in L4D1. Nevertheless, he will always find chance to play at Jason’s place one la, even in the midst of their work!

Cast of L4D2

 Nick, Rochelle, Coach and Ellis

Yeah, I always use Rochelle just like during L4D1 that I am always on Zoey. Actually, the characters are not much different, it doesn’t mean whoever is better or stronger than another.

There are a total of 5 campaigns:

 Dead Center, Hard Rain, Dark Carnival, Swamp Fever, The Parish.

Not very proud to say, I have only completed 2 campaigns so far – Dark Carnival and The Parish. HAHA! I did play the other campaigns but didn’t finish them. Both Dark Carnival and The Parish are completed in the Lan Shop. I particularly like the Dark Carnival because it happens in an amusement park. You can see clowns, roller coaster and bumper cars! I love the last stage where you have to set the stage light, play the fireworks and on the music!

” Dark Carnival”

As for The Parish, the finale is one of a harder kind. Last Saturday in Lan Shop, Jason & I played with some others from the server and all of us took more than one and a half hour to clear it. We were dead many many times. Even when it was completed, it was only Jason who survived in the end. The rest of us were all dead! From there, it boils down to teamwork again. It is really hard to communicate with others whom are not physically together with us; unless you use a headset and talk to each other!

 

Finale Scene in the ” The Parish”

New Special Infected Characters in L4D2

Apart from the usual gang: Smoker, Hunter, Boomer, Witch and the invincible Tank, there are 3 members that gave you pain – in – the – ass feeling all the time when you meet them were added to the family.

1) The Charger - Knocks down survivors and is capable of picking up a survivor and smashing him/her into the ground which only another survivor can free him/her from. The Charger is much tougher than the other Special Infected (besides the Witch and Tank) and I think it resembles Tank abit, thus I name it the Mini Tank! HaHa!

2) The Spitter - Designed to spit at survivors with acid and poison. The damage inflicted will deal damage over a period of time. I particularly HATE the Spitter because my health will decrease tremendously if I gotten the acid. It can make me die really fast! Or was it only me? LOL!

3) The Jockey - A kind of crazed infected that has the ability to control survivors into dangerous situations and move you further away from your teammates. He is pretty irritating when he ride on my back because I lost the ability to control my movement!

Oh ya, and the Witch!! Now, they not only sit and cry on the ground, they move around before getting spooked! It is a more ‘improved version’ as they wander among the zombies, just try to be more alert and not startle them if you have been warned of their existence. Jason told me that you can use an axe/ chainsaw to kill them almost instantly and a shot gun is the best weapon in killing them. I actually quite like the crying and moaning sound of the Witch, it sounded very much alike to a human crying, very very sadly and scary!

Actually, all the sound from the spawns sounded so disgusting and scary! Some are like vomiting, screeching, yelling and hissing. Make my hairs stand at times!

New Added Feature – Melee Weapons

In L4D1, the secondary weapon for the character is a pistol. It is either you can have one or two pistols whenever you feel like alternating it between your primary weapon. Here in L4D2, you can change your secondary pistol to Melee Weapons.

However, if you are incapacitated with only a melee weapon, you magically pull out a pistol while you are on the ground, so you ALWAYS have a pistol.

And amazingly, Melee Weapons are good for me to use at times! Especially when there is a ‘Incoming Attack’.
 

1 – Axe (My second favourite, it works well !)
2 – Guitar (Hmm, LOL !)
3 – Katana Sword & Machete (My favourite! Can really killllll !!)
4 – Crowbar (Haven’t got the chance to use)
5 – Chainsaw (Good to use but it is electric operated)
6 – Frying Pan (Eh.. not really good to use but it is so WTH and funny la~!!)

Some of the melee weapons are dumb… like a guitar and frying pan? But whatever, still fun!

My Overall Review of the Game

I love this sequel better. The main attractions to me are the new levels, more immersive combat (having an infected jump on your head and start gnawing it is truly agitating) and of course, even more lashings of blood. Slicing and dicing your way through the hordes of zombies is great fun, especially when you get up close for some macro mincing, and the limbs start flying! Shiokness! The new zombies are fun and frightening too.

But the new horde events are hellish. If you did not make it a point to stop them then there is no end to the zombies, just kept coming. Sometimes when it gets too chaotic, I will just forget it and run for my live!

Though I have yet to complete Dead Center, Swamp Fever and Hard Rain, I am fairly satisfied with the other 2 campaigns that I had completed. I might just blog about L4D2 again once I have completed the other campaigns and tried other modes. This post here is very general and there are still hell loads of things to mention about L4D2.

There are still Versus and Scavange mode that I have yet to play with. Seen Jason played as the spawns before in Versus mode, very interesting. I will try it soon but let me clear and get familiar with the campaigns first. Swamp Fever and Hard Rain seem awesome though! I had tried some of the chapters, challenging! 

So far, L4D2 is really a fuckton of fun. More campaigns, more gameplay modes, more enemies, more variety in both your weapons and your enemies, more story, more well-rounded characters! If you love gore, thrill, zombies and bloody scenes like me, you have got to try this game!

 To end this post, found some funny photos of the game.

Cartoon Characters

Spitter & Witch (both suddenly became so chio!)

HaHa, Look at the Boomer & Spitter on the top left hand side, holding hands.

 Boomer. Actually the Boomer in the game is also quite cute because he is so fat that the way he walk is funny, and the burping/ vomitting sound he made is hilarious more to scary!

LOL! Ellis is saying about one of the scene in one of the chapter in “Dark Carnival” !

Nick having blind date with the Witch and her forte is really crying sadly!!

HAHAHA Ellis riding on Jockey instead of another way round~

Spitter saying herself dead sexy. -_-”

Infected Characters saying Merry X’MAS !!!

 

Back to Work Post!

 

Back to work, back to reality.

I HATE IT!

It is proven that good times are over fast and hard time are slower. 2 weeks of a slacker life is indeed shiok to the max!

Basically what I do everyday was to sleep alot, game alot and with Jason alot. I haven’t been home to sleep since don’t know when! I sleep at almost break dawn everyday and only wakes up in mid-afternoon.

What an unhealthy life!

Can’t really recall what I did last week from Mon to Wed. I think I didn’t go out at all? Too engross in playing games and watching  宫心计 at Jason’s place.

26th November, Thursday

Public Holiday Eve.

Karin and the rest asked to join them at new club, Shanghai Dolly, which is operated by St James Holding. This new place is at Clarke Quay.

Decided to give it a try since it is the opening day and Queen Band shifted to play there from then onwards.

First impression when I see the outerior: Wah, super Chee-Na feel. But at least the pinky-furnished design did attract my attention when my cab zoomed past.

First impression when I went in: Wah, am I in a Casino? LOL. Actually, the place is quite spacious. I particularly love the sofa and all facing the stage.

Somehow I guess correctly what I will be doing for the whole night before I went in. That is my butt glued to the seat, yeah.

I am fine with Mandopop actually since I am always in DF. I just think that I am not used to the environment and people.

Anyway, some peektures!

Char Kim Kim! One of the reason why I am there is because of her too. Sooo long never club with her!

Johnson. A new singer in SHD.

Wuming. Shouldn’t you be in DF??!!

Bored until ~~~~~ I self-pic. HEE

Tommy. Much missed by someone after not seeing him for long. =X

Kim and I went off at 3am and shared cab together since I am going to Bedok. Jason never go out and was at home playing game with Owen. Joined Owen for Dynasty Warriors and we played till almost 6am. Jason went to bed in another room because he is too tired I think. Drove his car and sent Owen home and had a chat over breakfast. Reached home at around 7 plus and I couldn’t sleep again! L4D2 until almost 9plus then to bed. Gosh, can see what kind of lifestyle I am leading??

27th November, Friday

Woke up had lunch with Jason. We watched TV awhile and for the rest of the time, he is L4D2-ing and I am lazing around. Until my turn to L4D2 during the late evening. We should have 2 computers at home so that we can play together! He do have one at his living room but I think it is not compatible to play L4D2.

Ms Toh asked for DF. I agreed since I haven’t been clubbing in DF with this girl for long.

Went to fetch her and we went to Mr Bean for girlie session first.

While on the way… ( I seriously look bah-bah here!!!)

Miss Toh ‘Act Young’ photo. LOL!

It is Elynda’s birthday as well and I have some photos with her! Jessie, Naomi and Ruby in this photo! It has been sometime since I last saw them. Especially Naomi lor!

Sherlynn!

Jason came shortly!

Owen! (like finally wear the jacket we bought for him..haha!)

28th November, Saturday

I didn’t sleep much. Not very tired despite having a drink too much the previous night. After having KFC as lunch, I lied on the bed again and watch TV. Jason said to go out and walk walk today. I complied because I like to go out with him, even if it is just to the nearest place from his house.

We went Bugis in the end. Bought my necessities and shop around. Nothing interesting caught my eyes. Maybe I am not in the shopping mood. Jason wanted to buy PS3 games but did not in the end because we didn’t really know what to buy. LOL. We even went Sim Lim Square to look around.

Settled at Swensen for dinner and decided to go for L4D2 at parklane. I didn’t know that the lan shop can be that full house on Saturdays! We went to Home Ground at Princep Street, the one that we went before for 2 times and it was full house. We went to many others along that stretch and also at Paradiz Centre but all FULL HOUSE!

No choice, we went back to Home Ground and they put us on a waiting list. While waiting, we went to Mr Bean for coffee. Finally we were been called within an hour and happily, we L4D2 till 3.30am! A straight 5.5 hours! My eyes are going to be blind soon. LOL!

After that, wanted to eat Roti Prata at Chai Chee but it was closed. Back home at around 4plus and we furthered our gaming marathon by playing PS3 Dynasty Warriors! We cleared Zhao Yun’s story and now I am using XiaoHou Dun and Dear is using TaiShi Chi, whom he had secretly trained in Free Mode to Level 9 when I was sleeping the nights before!

7am to bed.

29th November, Sunday

I think gaming can suck your energy pretty lots. I was so tired that I woke up at only 3.30pm and still feeling super lethargic. ARGH.

Watched TV and prepare to go for Owen’s place for

TEPPANYAKI WITH STEAMBOAT!

What excites me was he bought Cheese HotDog this time round. (the previous time at Jason’s place, he can’t find the cheese hotdogs in GIANT that we both liked. =( )

Jason, Elvin, Marcus, Owen, Jac and Me.

6 people with so much food that we can’t finish. Awesomely good dinner! Love the chicken, sotongs, fish and soup!!

I slept really early last night because I know I am resuming work today! I knocked out at 12am after seeing Dear L4D2-ing. I loveee to lie down on his bed and watch him play from behind. HOHO. This precious of mine played his games almost the whole night (without me, sobs). Half awake in the middle of the night, I saw him play PS3. Another moment when I woke up for toilet break, I saw him L4D. I think he only sleep in with me at 5am.

That is about my long weekend.

A good one!

Anyway, FM just texted me about Louis pre-birthday celebration at Clarke Quay tonight. Too bad that I can’t join because it is working day for me.

But I will be attending his actual birthday celebration this Saturday at Le Bar.

I love birthday celebrations and looking forward for all the joyous upcoming occasions in December.

Christmas, New Year, Jason’s birthday.

ALL IN ONE MONTH!

 

 

this is for you, my dearest…..

 

Last Saturday was a day that Jason and I barely made it. It was my first time throughout the 6 months relationship to call off the love.

It was also the day when I gave my most sincere pour out to him. I thought that we can just forgo each other easily but I underestimated the bond in between us.

When my heart was fighting between a ‘yes’ &  a ‘no’ fiercely, the sentence  “I really do love you” displayed in my phone came in as an enlightenment.

 I capitulated.

It is just this one sentence that I think I should give my decision a thought. Nobody will know how strong that sentence was; unless you know Jason well in person.

And so, we didn’t really want to forsake this relationship.

We came by not easy. We had the most abnormal roller coaster relationship. I am amazed by the strength that we had for each other to keep this relationship ongoing even of the hiccups we encountered. I didn’t give up on him all these while even the silliest thing on earth happened.

I know there are many times he can make his choice to choose and leave because I see that the grass on the other side is greener.

BUT

He still choose to make me stay with him, and he with me.

I appreciate all the promises that he had upkeep so far, as well as the after efforts being put in. 

As what I have mentioned to him before, it is a new start of our promising relationship with just each other in our hearts.

After the obstacles that we had stormed through, we appreciated each other more, this I believe. 

From today onwards, without any glitches, with the love that he have for me, the passion I have for him, I will smile and walk this path of love, free-heartedly and hand in hand together with him.

 

 

I will learn to love you, my imperfect boyfriend perfectly.

 

 

 

 

 

p/s: On the other hand, last week, there was also a day that I dropped something and shall not pick it up again. I told myself that since I have lost it, I shouldn’t be finding it anymore. It is high time that I wake up and I am glad that I did at this present moment.

Daegan’s birthday party & random updates!

Last Friday was Daegan’s birthday. We went to Le Bar before heading down to DF!

Before that, Owen & Dear prepared steamboat at home and we had a rush but good dinner.

The night before, I had MJ session with FM, Kesper, Louis, Ivy+ JW at FM’s house. All the way till wee morning and I went home to sleep before going back to Jason’s place.

We had a total of 4 rounds of MJ and the morning ended with breakfast, Kes’s treat because he is the big winner!

Daegan’s birthday party @ Le Bar, 20th November

*photo credits to Elvin*

What a cute birthday cake, a hamburger! LOL!

The Sweetest Couple

HAHA I like this photo. =)

Brothers!

Champagne Popping!

Brenden, Jason, Daegan & Elvin

We went to DF at 3-ish and I was really slightly tipsy after rounds of drinks. My luck sucks when playing games.

Saw many friends in DF and was practically running around.

Gina saw me and grab me for a photo. =)

Fei.

Gina’s friend

That is all for the night!

I almost vomited but I endured! I confess I am not really a good drinker nowadays, maybe I don’t club and drink as frequent as last time.

 

Let me be random with 2 added photos found in my handphone ;

This was taken one of the days in DF

At Jason’s place before heading out one of the Friday to meet the girlies.

 

And now, I am kinda bored. Well, not actually because there are many things for me to do at home. Playing either PS3 or L4D2 is my good way of killing time now. I am on long leave till 30th Nov, therefore I “rot” alot at Jason’s place these days!

He is out now playing soccer and I think I should do something else first before continuing to play my games.

I went snapping around his room. HAHA, not camwhoring myself because I am freaking ugly now. I took photos of his new added loves to his room.

Entertainment Corner No. 1 - New TV he bought (32″). Alongside is his PS3 that he bought last week. Below the TV is a new DVD player that he bought weeks ago after getting his TV. He sounded very nice by saying the DVD player is for me because he knows I always watch DVD. Okie la, I try to somehow believe la, LOL!  He ranted that he shouldn’t have bought the DVD player if he knows he is going to buy PS3 because PS3 can play DVDs too! No choice, too bad, too late! LOL!

Entertainment Corner No. 2 - His computer because I use it to play L4D2. Beside his com is my laptop but I always use the laptop on the bed because I got lazy bones, not too much on his table.

Entertainment Corner No. 3 - His big BED that can sleep at least 4 person I think. LOL! I can sleep/ laze the whole day comfortably. =)

His only 2 PS3 games at the moment. Winning Eleven 2010 for himself and Dynasty Warriors is for me!

L4D 2!! Quite hard to play I feel, gives me headache. The zombies increase and also they seems like moving faster eh?

Jason’s new LV sling bag. Not exactly new lah, he had this for around 1 month plus already. Olivia helped him to get in Paris through her crew mate.  She got it for him at $1180 instead of the usual price, $1280. Although only $100 difference but still it is a saving! Thanks to Oli!

This is ME now, in my leopard’s print cotton on boxer and oversize T-shirt. Don’t look at the face, it sucks. My damn dark eye rings and pimples infested face!

Sheesh, I am hungry now. I shall await for supper and for Jason to be back first. Should I order something? Or should we go out to eat? Or should I ask him to buy something back?

Damn, I shouldn’t even be thinking about the ‘ SHOULD I’ because …………………………..

 

supper makes me fat!!

BUT WHO CARES NOW?

A HUNGRY MAN IS AN ANGRY MAN.

LOL!